nine years …, for the next nine years

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nine years
I am with your shadow
inherent in my days of lonely
dimmed the expectations
which began to obsolescent

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nine years
I  lived with your shadow
which flowed within my blood
poison the body
bring me to fragile

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nine years
I  lived with your shadow
which came in every dream
slowly filling the empty niche of my soul
that keep me survive till today

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nine years
I  lived with your shadow
praying and hoping with believe
and convincing my heart that
I’ll be waiting for the next nine years

 

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– mei –