a stupidity of love


when the roses had been dropped
I should have known that your heart had divided
but I ignored

when the roses had been dropped
I should have known that you will soon gone
but I do not care

when the roses had been dropped
I should have known that you do not love me anymore
but I denied

and
when you were really leaving me

I should have kissed your cheek to say good-bye
but I was unable

then
this world was collapse

pile up this heart with pain
hoard the hope with disappointment
bury dreams into memories

when
I picked up the roses

I should know that the relation had been passed
but I am waiting

when
the roses withered in my grip

I should know that you will not be back
but I will be waiting

***

– mei –

is not due to the chance

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