the happiness

I am like a young lover who has felt his first kiss
From a true love which he had never before knew

in her eyes

A little boy asked his mother, “Why are you crying?”

“Because I’m a woman,” she told him.
“I don’t understand,” he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said, “And you never will.”

“All women cry for no reason,” was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Then, he put in a call to a Priest .

When the Priest got on the phone, he asked, “Why do women cry so easily?”
Priest said:
“When GOD made the woman she had to be special.

He made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,
yet gentle enough to give comfort.
HE gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many
times comes from her children.
HE gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up,
and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.
HE gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances,
even when her child has hurt her very badly.
HE gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her
from his rib to protect his heart.
HE gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,
but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfaltering.
HE gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.”

the awakening


In the early dawn of happiness
you gave me three kisses
so that I would wake up
to this moment of love

I tried to remember in my heart
what I’d dreamt about
during the night
before I became aware
of this moving
of life

I found my dreams
but the moon took me away
It lifted me up to the firmament
and suspended me there
I saw how my heart had fallen
on your path
singing a song

Between my love and my heart
things were happening which
slowly, … slowly
made me recall everything

You amuse me with your touch
although I can’t see your hands.
You have kissed me with tenderness
although I haven’t seen your lips
You are hidden from me.

But it is you who keeps me alive

Perhaps the time will come
when you will tire of kisses
I shall be happy
even for insults from you
I only ask that you
keep some attention on me.

– Mawlana Jalaluddin Rumi –


– mei –

run by love

Have an intention for everything you do.

An intention is a mini-goal.

Without intention, you are thrown around by the waves of the ocean of life.

You can land almost anywhere, including landing on the rocks.

Having an intention for everything you do is deciding in advance where you are going and where you will land.

With intention you set your sail, and you sail where intended.

Make it your intention, to be loving in spite of whatever happens.

Decide to have your life run by love.

Fuel your day with love, the most powerful force in the universe.

When you are loving you experience love.

Remember that love and being loving,
is living in the same energy as being positive,
being happy,
being successful
and being abundant.

– Lester Levenson –


– mei –

Amazing poem by Subhan Zein.

the void of soul


restless, why did you locked the soul in the dark
letting me crawled blindly

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this world without you

I can hear you cry but cannot see you

I could feel your pain but could not touch you
I seek for you but you are hiding
silent….. in your blue shade
up on the fragility of a woman
which dragged me into dilemma

woman ……
if I could dried your tears
if I could shared your pain
then we will cry together
but you just keep quiet
and I cried alone

woman ……
your beauty is a treasures
your sincerity is soul whispers
your existence is blessings
and your miracle is being born as a woman
you are destined to human presence
where the dreams of every man leaning
where the expectations of child depending
I am amazed and soluble in a thought
how lame this world without you
your charm captivates
with a smile as arrows
tears as the shield
that hides behind the fortress of beauty

oh woman
why should you covered in blue
which I cry for


– mei –


And today I board the train again,

That in some moments will take me long away,

Far away from all melancholy and the revulsions,

The shadows of the past i strive to leave behind,

As I have been struggling for a long time,

Strangled and ruined inside voids and tormented in to the vacuums,

And the things were berserk and complicated in existence,

And weeks and days seemed like mere survivals,

Like adrenaline or morphine and aspirin,

Randomized unstable linear series of labyrinths and chaos,

Like the acrid ice meltingly dry as it hovers over the fire,

Impatient and aggravated I am right at this moment,

But through every moment I am hopeful too,

To see a black puffy engine in the horizon,

Peering through the chilling bleached grey snow

As I continue to abide at this second platform,

And I shut my eyes trying to focus and forgive,

To forget…

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if the end is near

at the messy noon
when the breath of life struggling
the torment restrained
in the silence of night
when the breath of life resting
the grief haunted
no naughty tickling from leaves
no jokes from the flirtatious flowers
no swaying of the soft green grass
all just silent ….. in worries
scorch slowly
obliterate  surely
nature crying in deeply
for the dying of sustainability
no one care even aware


– mei –

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the poem without title

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be positive – Mahatma Gandhi

Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi, was memorably - an...

Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi,

Keep your thoughts positive
your thoughts become your words

Keep your words positive
your words become your behaviour

Keep your behaviour positive
your behaviour become your habits

Keep your habits positive
your habits become your values

Keep your values positive
your values become your destiny

English: Signature of Mahatma Gandhi.

English: Signature of Mahatma Gandhi. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

– Mahatma Gandhi –



– mei –

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Have you ever asked God for something and didn’t expect to get it? That’s why you didn’t get it.

My Inner Voice

Ask With the Right Attitude by Rick Warren

“If you want to know what God really wants you to do, ask him . . . but if you don’t ask in faith, don’t expect the Lord to give you any solid answer.” James 1:5-6 (LB)God wants to direct you in life, but two things need to line up: You have to ask the right person—God—and you have to ask with the right attitude—in faith—expecting an answer.  

Have you ever asked God for something and didn’t expect to get it? That’s why you didn’t get it. God works in our lives according to faith. So many times we say, “God, please guide me!” and walk away not even waiting for guidance. We just immediately start to work. We say, “God, I want you to give me wisdom. Help me make the right decision.” But we don’t really expect Him to do…

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a never ended love

take ….. take me to heaven
fly ….. fly me to heaven

just to be with him
please tell me
is there a stairway to heaven?
let me find it so I could be with him
my love
you are so far
come, please come
touch this longing soul
let the love flowing through
keep it flowing
though separated by death

keep believing
our love will never end


– mei –

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their dreams


be thankful
for a grain of rice that you eat

moreover if it making you full


be thankful
for a drop of water you drink

moreover if it eliminating your thirst


be thankful
for be protected from rain and heat

moreover if you having a house


be thankful
for receive a smile

moreover if that is a hug


be thankful
for a care received

moreover if it is affection


keep thankful
for anything you get and anything you have
because that is dream to those which does not get and have


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the remaining soul

his shadow slowly disappears

take along half of my soul

dragging the hope to disappointment

splitting the dreams of being wound

God…….I’m not asking you

to bring him back

nor to heal this wound

but with this remaining soul

please strengthen me


– mei –

Anger and Love have no limit

A man was polishing his new car; his four-year old daughter picked up a stone and
scratched on the side of the car. In anger, the furious man took his child’s hand and hit it
many times, then spanked the child in anger.

He looked up and just realized all the neighbors watching.
The man was so hurt and speechless because of what he had done to a four-year old child
that he walked over to the car and kicked it many times.
Devastated by his own actions, sitting in front of the car he looked at the scratches,
His daughter had written ‘Love you Dad’.

The problem in today’s world is that people are being used and things are being loved.
It’s so sad because actually  “things are to be used and people are to be loved”

Love Is The Answer


– mei –

swirling in alleged

maybe I embarrassed
let my self hiding behind the curtain of doubt
and keep my feelings stay inside


maybe I’m blind
didn’t see the time pass through my view
and let the chance slip away


maybe I’m stupid
let my mind laying in regret
with the wish which difficult to expressed


maybe if I meet him again
I will take the time to expressed
the feeling I felt deep inside


maybe he’ll listen, or laugh, or think I’m crazy
maybe he’ll ignore me and just walk away
maybe I will not able to say and keep spinning in alleged

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a testament to life

How right that the body changed over time,

becoming a gallery of scars,

a canvas of experience,

a testament to life


one’s capacity to endure it.

~ Janet Fitch

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self promised

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missing you (reblogged)

Many thanks to Milena, Genie, Wendell and The Tale of My Heart which remind me to share this poem to my fellow blogers which hasn’t read it.

m e i r o


whisper of yearning caressing,
as if you are here
the longing builds
like a storm on the horizon
tears falling
like rain with no doubt
tearing the heart that scratched
of losing you……,

as I watch you walk away,
I screamed and begged
“please…….. take me with you!”
but you keep walking away
the chains of lonely bind me again
waiting for you to release
and take me with you……,
though just a small part of my heart


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Audrey Hepburn

as you grow older,

you will discover that

you have two hands,

one for helping your self,

the other for helping others

– Audrey Hepburn –


– mei –