not to hurt but heals

sir
I see your eyes globes empty and dead
lies beneath the shade of blue
whether love has made you miserable

oh… sir
I heard your bones creaked and your soul trembled
moan along the howling of the night bird
whether the love is only an empty whisper

sir, please…
don’t look up and ask why
since the sky is sneering at you
don’t look to the dark and ask why
since the night just silent like the black mirror

sir
don’t let love gnawing your soul
because you will never understand
bitter or sweet, it will be stamped in you forever

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– mei –

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nothing is perfect (unexpected)

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dear Son,
days go by, years changed
I can imagine
how you have become a handsome young man
energetically in do your dream
you know, in life… nothing is perfect
and regret always comes at the end
I do not expect what I have done
to you and your mother would be forgiven
and I am sure that if one day I come or meet you
you will kicked me away  
but deep in my heart…. I know
you still remember me
so the want to see you
continued bubbling in this old chest
my son
I currently watching a photo of us
the day I taught you to fishing
oh dear…. wish I could turn back to that time
but the rice has become porridge
at least I’ve taught you how to fishing
please remember son
if there is a chance to see you
I would fight to grab it

– few days later –

 

dear sir,
I still have not been able to catch a fish,
please teach me again.

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– mei –

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the bitter-sweet of reality

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if she glances the leaves would fall

if she smiles the birds would also smile

and when she hummed the grass would sway

her charm tempts the butterflies

her fragrance invited bees

she is the rose

growing in the wild bush

she possessed the beauty

that used as the decoy

to sell a momentary pleasure

filled her days with ecstasy

dedicate her life for money

sank so deep into contemptible

and hard to rise to the surface

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the winds of change are always blowing

changed the pleasure with regret

replace the ecstasy with pain

that occurred cannot be canceled

the beauty she possessed

cannot be used as the shields of sorrow

the bitter-sweet of reality has to swallowed

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– mei –

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photo: http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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room for love

Love has no culture, boundaries, race and religion
It is pure and beautiful

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When God puts love and compassion in your heart.
He’s offering you an opportunity to make a difference in a person’s life

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In the space of love we find many faces,
it gives us reason to smile
and sometime it’s also gives us reason to cry.

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The most valuable in love are to love without return
and to love without selfish motives
with a sole purpose …. give and be given.

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Love is equal in all matters.
to be loved is something but to love others is precious.

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No matter how strong we are inside,
there is always a part of us that longs for love, care and affection

 

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– mei –

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“To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.”
– Karen Sunde –

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http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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from us to us

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My beautiful friends,

I’m sure you all know Subhan Zein. <http://subhanzein.wordpress.com>
Beside his brilliant works he is also
a humble person which having a beautiful heart.
I think I do not have to explain in detail because you definitely known better.
He is sick now, as I quoted his words on facebook as followed,

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“Friends, please pray for me. I have been having air hunger, chest constriction,
and suffocated throat for nearly a year now. It’s been coming and going,
but tonight is the worst.
High levels of stress due to the presence of various issues are causative to these.
I’ve been undergoing medical treatment, prayer,
yoga, and meditation, and am still hoping for the best to happen.
While these health issues have affected a lot of my productivity,
my desire to continue writing never dims.
My passion to serve the world through the written word is still Ablaze.
In a moment like this I just hope that I am having the perfect health
and less burden on my shoulders, but it seems that I will have to wait a little longer “.

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Here I am inviting you my dear friends whatever your beliefs are,
to spend some minutes of your precious time to pray for Subhan
and some of our blogger friends who are sick
That would mean a lot to them .

“May God lifted all illnesses that suffered and cure Subhan Zein
and some of our blogger friends who are sick “. Amen.

اللّهُمَّ رَبَّ النَّاسِ اَذْهِبِ الْبَأْسَ اشْفِ فَأَنْتَ الشَّافيِ لاَ شِفَاءَ إِلاَّ شِفَاؤُكَ شِفَاءً لاَ يُغَادِرُ سَقَماً

Thank you so much for your kindness, hoping be re-paid by God.

With love,
mei

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The prayers from fellow bloggers at the comment box are considered
not as comments but as part of this post.

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Most Influential Blog Award of 2012

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I was nominated for  the “Most Influential Blog Award of 2012″

by
Wendell A. Brown
at
Foreverpoetic
http://foreverpoetic.me/2013/02/12/most-influential-blog-award-2012-2/

Thank you so much dear brother, I am honored

 
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There are no real rules to follow except
within six months you must pass the honor on to the blogs that have influenced
you the most and are deserving to receive the award
which will label them as being one of the Most Influential Blogs of 2012.   

To share the joy, I nominate my friends which listed below in no particular order

THROUGH THE HEALING LENS 

Boomie Bol  

Céad Míle Fáilte  

Ladybluerose  

Laughing Penguins 

Letters- To My Master (ਖਤ – ਮੇਰੇ ਮਾਲਿਕ ਨੂੰ ) 

Seyisandradavid 

Advocatemmmohan Aksharaalu  

Lyrics, Sentiments And Me  

Written Words Never Die  

Congratulations!!!

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– mei –

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a delivery for you

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 YOU …. yes YOU

the one who are reading this

through posts we know each other

through comments we talking to one another

then a friendship rope connected

sharing and supporting

for the sole purpose “cares”

and here I am with a pocket full of love

to delivered to you

please open the door of your heart

and deign to accept

if you say yes

then I will feel better

but if you say never

it will break my heart forever

Happy Valentine’s day

with love,

– mei –

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thirsty

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a sense of longing infiltrated through fingertips

creeping along the reciting of holy verses

cold like water dripping in aridity

need more  to wet the soul

***

– mei –

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I’ll stand by you

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among the bubbles of memories
I see we laugh and cry in the same tone but different loudness
quarreling one another for the same will in different intonation
took shots from different angle for a beautiful photo of compassion
our love is like the waves…. crashing the froth relentlessly 
which voiced the tenderness of affection

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along with the pine trees  we were raised
grew up and sing along the passing time
fly high with the birds to reach each other’s goals
but our wings were touching and reminding with attention
our love is like the evergreen leaves….  swaying endlessly
touching each other with love and attention

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to the cloud I ask to take care of you
with the wind I sent prayer for you  
and as the bigger wave and the pine stem that grow first
I promised I’ll always stand by you
like the waves keep crashing and frothy
as the pine leaves that sway endlessly

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Keep the faith, love and wisdom to light your path Mira Elodia, you are a dearest sister

 with love,

 – mei –

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image : http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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broke before dawn

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you said you loved me

and will keep me happy forever

before the end of the dream

you have promised

that tomorrow night

an engagement ring will be on my finger

the morning sun blushing my cheek

wake me up for work

I could not pay attention on anything

unbearable of waiting for the night to come  

but night after night has passed

wandering and searching for you with hope

at the end

just me and my expectations

I keep convincing my self every night 

to dream and dream again

but

all dreams broke before dawn

before the ring attached on my finger

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– mei –

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a glorious sadness

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memories seeps through the veins
the sweet brings a smile
the bitter brings tears
that pronounced in the prayer
in a heartbreaking melody
with the hope to be materialized
tipped on the edge of exhaustion

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the days gone by
the year changed
waiting and hoping
the arrival of a loved one
through the summer and the fall
at the end remains the same
lonely and forgotten

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there is no difference
between empty and weightless
or lonely and forgotten
perhaps it’s a glorious sadness
for the efforts that been done
which the end will be the same
being lonely and forgotten

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“Mom… I promised you will never ever be put in a nursing home, God knows how much I  love you!”

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– mei –

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withered before bloom

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a  flower withered before bloom
undermined by an amoral father
destroy a half of her soul
cuts her entire dream

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the withered petals floating
among the bubbles of hatred
bobbing above a pool of tears
wondering when will its end

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a part of her soul  been vanished
empty like a starless night
she has no wills
live …. without life

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– mei –

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