the remaining longs

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street lights shining dimly
night wind blows a scent I’ve ever known
thrilling the remaining longs
oh that feeling is still there
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rain began to fall
like silver needles pierce my veil
I sheltering in front of a store
wishing I was with you
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waiting for the rain to stop
the memories about you venturing
you was the one who sow the seeds of love
you let grow large with leaves of longing
but then you left it drought
the tree of love languish
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in this solitude
I wondered
why we met if then have to split
why should there be love
if it only makes us miserable
oh God wish I knew your purpose
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I shudder …..  walk home in the rain

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– mei –

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