the intersection

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those skinny children on the street
who ran and laughed at the crossroads
clapping their hands while singing
naïvely  begging for mercies

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O the children of the street
who seeing to the window car with hoping eyes
sleep on the mattresses asphalt roofed the sky
can not complain to the unjust life

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O the poor children on the street
your dream hanging on the fancy cars
your future scattered, blown by the exhaust fumes
always happy in the heat of the sun nor rain 

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the light had changed green
and the deafening horns shocked me
which glued on the steering
thinking of my children…. how lucky they are

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photos from google

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the secret of Divine

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the sound of grass humming  

echoed among the hills

sounds like a wordless song  

lull this imagination within

wander in a question

is this the song of silence?

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the evening breeze blowing

swaying the foliage gently

feels like caress without touch

this soul drifted along

wander in a question

is this the touch of love?

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answer me!!!

my voice splitting the hill

shocking the foliage

in a sigh they reply

o dear….

it’s the secret of  divine

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photo: http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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awards

I have been nominated for

THE VERSATILE BLOGGER AWARD

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THE BEAUTIFUL BLOGGER AWARD

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by
Soumya

at
http://soumyav.wordpress.com/2013/02/17/time-for-awards-again/

Thank you Soumya.

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RULES FOR THE VERSATILE BLOGGER AWARD

1.
Display the award logo on your blog. 
2.
Thank and link back to the person who nominated you. 
3.
State 7 things about yourself. 
4.
Nominate 15 other bloggers for this award. 
5.
Notify these bloggers of the nominations by linking back to one
of their specific blog posts so they get notified back. 

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SEVEN THINGS ABOUT ME

please visit this link

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“LIEBSTER AWARD”

premiu
by
Stefania
http://poorbuthonest.wordpress.com/

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RULES FOR THE VERSATILE BLOOGER AWARD

Please visit this link

Thank you Stefania.

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 “Best Moment Award”

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by
Tarun K. Sonyand life smiles
http://andlifesmile.wordpress.com/2013/04/18/best-moment-award/

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RULES FOR BEST MOMENT AWARD:

Winners re-post this completely with their acceptance speech.
This could be written or video recorded.
Winners have the privilege of awarding the next awardees!
The re-post should include a NEW set of people/blogs worthy of the award;
and winners notify them the great news.


RESOURCES:

What makes a good acceptance speech?
-Gratitude. Thank the people who helped you along the way
-Humor. Keep us entertained and smiling
-Inspiration. Make your story touch our lives
Get an idea from the great acceptance speeches, compiled in MomentMatters.com/Speech
Display the award’s badge on your blog/website, downloadable in MomentMatters.com/Award

ACCEPTACE SPEECH :

My Dear friends,
I am thrilled and proud for the honor given.
I took it as the whip to improve my ability
My gratitude to God for giving this talent and big thank
to Soumya, Stefania and Tarun K. Sony on their kindness.

I also thank to this blog’s follower and visitors who have been faithful
came with their assessment and comments as I’m sure it was for the goodness of this blog.

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Here are my nominations with no particular order:

angelswhisper2011

Mridula

john – the book of pain

Felicia – My Foyage Through Time

Lady Lovely

Gretchen Del Rio

shadowheart77

jalal michael sabbagh

ibeamarioh

Lit and Scribbles with Jae

stoplistenandthink

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Congratulations!!!

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Ubuntu (I am because we are)

life is life

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a new day was here
another chance to take
another problem to deal with
another result to be accepted

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if life is a journey
why I have to remember
the mouths to be fed
the souls that leaning on my back

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if life is beautiful
why I have to bear
the demands that trailing
the responsibilities on my shoulder

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then the doubts began to envelop this heart and mind
sitting pensive and wonder
what else lies up ahead
 
but after watching this video

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 though didn’t understand the wording
somehow I just know that life is life
depending on how to enjoy it

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– mei –

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I’d rather closed my eyes

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if I close my left eye
I would see beauties and peacefulness
really  wonderful

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if I close my right eye
I would see violence and jealousy
  so pathetic

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when I open both eyes
I would see suffering and oppression
that broke my heart

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oh dear….., I’d rather closed my eyes
sleep on the land of God
seen nothing but love

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– mei –

photo: http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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understand in whole

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In the lyrics of a song
there is sad or glad

in the verses of a prayer
there is demand and repentance

in the game of love
there is sadness and happiness

in life
I just knew
I had to live it
with laughter and tears
with good and evil
through sick and healthy
overall packed in one suitcase
labelled “understand life in whole”

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A big thanks to Kamel for the image.

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– mei –

not to hurt but heals

sir
I see your eyes globes empty and dead
lies beneath the shade of blue
whether love has made you miserable

oh… sir
I heard your bones creaked and your soul trembled
moan along the howling of the night bird
whether the love is only an empty whisper

sir, please…
don’t look up and ask why
since the sky is sneering at you
don’t look to the dark and ask why
since the night just silent like the black mirror

sir
don’t let love gnawing your soul
because you will never understand
bitter or sweet, it will be stamped in you forever

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– mei –

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nothing is perfect (unexpected)

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dear Son,
days go by, years changed
I can imagine
how you have become a handsome young man
energetically in do your dream
you know, in life… nothing is perfect
and regret always comes at the end

I do not expect what I have done
to you and your mother would be forgiven

and I am sure that if one day I come or meet you
you will kicked me away  

but deep in my heart…. I know
you still remember me
so the want to see you
continued bubbling in this old chest
my son

I currently watching a photo of us
the day I taught you to fishing
oh dear…. wish I could turn back to that time
but the rice has become porridge
at least I’ve taught you how to fishing
please remember son
if there is a chance to see you
I would fight to grab it


– few days later –

 

dear sir,
I still have not been able to catch a fish,
please teach me again.

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mei

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photo: http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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the bitter-sweet of reality

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if she glances the leaves would fall

if she smiles the birds would also smile

and when she hummed the grass would sway

her charm tempts the butterflies

her fragrance invited bees

she is the rose

growing in the wild bush

she possessed the beauty

that used as the decoy

to sell a momentary pleasure

filled her days with ecstasy

dedicate her life for money

sank so deep into contemptible

and hard to rise to the surface

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the winds of change are always blowing

changed the pleasure with regret

replace the ecstasy with pain

that occurred cannot be canceled

the beauty she possessed

cannot be used as the shields of sorrow

the bitter-sweet of reality has to swallowed

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– mei –

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photo: http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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room for love

Love has no culture, boundaries, race and religion
It is pure and beautiful

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When God puts love and compassion in your heart.
He’s offering you an opportunity to make a difference in a person’s life

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Helping Others Poverty India

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In the space of love we find many faces,
it gives us reason to smile
and sometime it’s also gives us reason to cry.

African American family at home

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The most valuable in love are to love without return
and to love without selfish motives
with a sole purpose …. give and be given.

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Love is equal in all matters.
to be loved is something but to love others is precious.

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No matter how strong we are inside,
there is always a part of us that longs for love, care and affection

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“To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.”
Karen Sunde –

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photo credit: google,
http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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from us to us

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My beautiful friends,

I’m sure you all know Subhan Zein. <http://subhanzein.wordpress.com>
Beside his brilliant works he is also
a humble person which having a beautiful heart.
I think I do not have to explain in detail because you definitely known better.
He is sick now, as I quoted his words on facebook as followed,

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“Friends, please pray for me. I have been having air hunger, chest constriction,
and suffocated throat for nearly a year now. It’s been coming and going,
but tonight is the worst.
High levels of stress due to the presence of various issues are causative to these.
I’ve been undergoing medical treatment, prayer,
yoga, and meditation, and am still hoping for the best to happen.
While these health issues have affected a lot of my productivity,
my desire to continue writing never dims.
My passion to serve the world through the written word is still Ablaze.
In a moment like this I just hope that I am having the perfect health
and less burden on my shoulders, but it seems that I will have to wait a little longer “.

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Here I am inviting you my dear friends whatever your beliefs are,
to spend some minutes of your precious time to pray for Subhan
and some of our blogger friends who are sick
That would mean a lot to them .

“May God lifted all illnesses that suffered and cure Subhan Zein
and 
some of our blogger friends who are sick “. Amen.

اللّهُمَّ رَبَّ النَّاسِ اَذْهِبِ الْبَأْسَ اشْفِ فَأَنْتَ الشَّافيِ لاَ شِفَاءَ إِلاَّ شِفَاؤُكَ شِفَاءً لاَ يُغَادِرُ سَقَماً

Thank you so much for your kindness, hoping be re-paid by God.

With love,
mei

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The prayers from fellow bloggers at the comment box are considered
not as comments but as part of this post.

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Most Influential Blog Award of 2012

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I was nominated for  the “Most Influential Blog Award of 2012″

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by
Wendell A. Brown

at
Foreverpoetic

http://foreverpoetic.me/2013/02/12/most-influential-blog-award-2012-2/

Thank you so much dear brother, I am honored

 
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There are no real rules to follow except
within six months you must pass the honor on to the blogs that have influenced
you the most and are deserving to receive the award
which will label them as being one of the Most Influential Blogs of 2012.   


To share the joy, I nominate my friends which listed below in no particular order

THROUGH THE HEALING LENS 

Boomie Bol  

Céad Míle Fáilte  

Ladybluerose  

Laughing Penguins 

Letters- To My Master (ਖਤ – ਮੇਰੇ ਮਾਲਿਕ ਨੂੰ ) 

Seyisandradavid 

Advocatemmmohan Aksharaalu  

Lyrics, Sentiments And Me  

Written Words Never Die  

Congratulations!!!

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– mei –

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a delivery for you

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 YOU …. yes YOU

the one who are reading this

through posts we know each other

through comments we talking to one another

then a friendship rope connected

sharing and supporting

for the sole purpose “cares”

and here I am with a pocket full of love

to delivered to you

please open the door of your heart

and deign to accept

if you say yes

then I will feel better

but if you say never

it will break my heart forever

Happy Valentine’s day

with love,

– mei –

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image: http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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thirsty

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a sense of longing infiltrated through fingertips

creeping along the reciting of holy verses

cold like water dripping in aridity

need more  to wet the soul

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– mei –

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image : http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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I’ll stand by you

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among the bubbles of memories
I see we laugh and cry in the same tone but different loudness
quarreling one another for the same will in different intonation
took shots from different angle for a beautiful photo of compassion
our love is like the waves…. crashing the froth relentlessly 
which voiced the tenderness of affection

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along with the pine trees  we were raised
grew up and sing along the passing time
fly high with the birds to reach each other’s goals
but our wings were touching and reminding with attention
our love is like the evergreen leaves….  swaying endlessly
touching each other with love and attention

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to the cloud I ask to take care of you
with the wind I sent prayer for you  
and as the bigger wave and the pine stem that grow first
I promised I’ll always stand by you
like the waves keep crashing and frothy
as the pine leaves that sway endlessly

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Keep the faith, love and wisdom to light your path Mira Elodia, you are a dearest sister

 with love,

 – mei –

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image : http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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broke before dawn

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you said you loved me


and will keep me happy forever


before the end of the dream


you have promised


that tomorrow night


an engagement ring will be on my finger


the morning sun blushing my cheek


wake me up for work


I could not pay attention on anything


unbearable of waiting for the night to come  


but night after night has passed


wandering and searching for you with hope


at the end


just me and my expectations


I keep convincing my self
every night 


to dream and dream again


but


all dreams broke before dawn


before the ring attached on my finger

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– mei –

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a glorious sadness

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memories seeps through the veins
the sweet brings a smile
the bitter brings tears
that pronounced in the prayer
in a heartbreaking melody
with the hope to be materialized
tipped on the edge of exhaustion

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the days gone by
the year changed
waiting and hoping
the arrival of a loved one
through the summer and the fall
at the end remains the same
lonely and forgotten

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there is no difference
between empty and weightless
or lonely and forgotten
perhaps it’s a glorious sadness
for the efforts that been done
which the end will be the same
being lonely and forgotten

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“Mom… I promised you will never ever be put in a nursing home, God knows how much I  love you!”

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– mei –

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image : http://www.desktopnexus.com/

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withered before bloom

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a  flower withered before bloom
undermined by an amoral father
destroy a half of her soul
cuts her entire dream

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the withered petals floating
among the bubbles of hatred
bobbing above a pool of tears
wondering when will its end

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a part of her soul  been vanished
empty like a starless night
she has no wills

live …. without life

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– mei –

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playing with the moon

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I found this photo on Pinterest, and I think there is no harm in sharing with fellow bloggers
especially the photographers – hoping it could inspire you.
Have a wonderful weekend my friends!

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http://www.pinterest.com/pin/41728734019462637/

                               Pinterest

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love doesn’t knows no time

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just like an old song

spinning inside heads

wondering if love may grow

and took over the hostility like an ocean wave

washed away the anger with the drifting tide

 

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like the dawn breaking the night

leave the wound of the past

assuring that we will be able to face tomorrow

to see the rising sun with smile

lighting up the day for everyone

 

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though so much pain we’ve perceived

there is also so much hope lies in the future

cannot be predicted but will be faced

and the time will lead us

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though it’s going to be a long journey

we’ve should begin now

do not ask when will we stop

because love doesn’t knows no time

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– mei –

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photo  ; desktopnexus.com

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Illuminating Blogger Award

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I have been nominated by Paul for

light bulb concept

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Please meet him at his  inspiring and  warmth blog

Céad Mile Fáilte

Thank you so much Paul I am really honored.

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The rules to follow are:

1. Visit and thank the blogger who nominated you
2. Say a few words of gratitude on your blog and follow the link
3. Share a few words about yourself and pass on the award to at least 5 other bloggers.

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A few words about me:

I’m just an Indonesian woman who like biking.
Love colors but mostly I dressed in black.
My main hobby is sewing and made my own dress when I was fourteen
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That’s a few words about me and now I would nominate this award to:

angelswhisper2011

would never be enough

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on your wrinkled face
marched the unending love

on your fragile bones
engraved the countless sacrifices

through your breath
blew the unceasing prayers

just for me

mom….., for you
a world-wide of thank you
would never be enough

***

– mei –

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photo credit : American Native Graphic

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a mother’s love

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My mom only had one eye. I hated her… She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, ‘Eeeeee…, your mom only has one eye!’

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said,
‘ If you’re only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?’

My mom did not respond… I didn’t even stop to think for a second about what I had said,
because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.

Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.
Then one day, my Mother came to visit me.
She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her,
and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, ‘How dare you come to my house and scare my children!
“Get out of here! Now!!!”

And to this, my mother quietly answered, ‘Oh, I’m so sorry.
I may have gotten the wrong address,’ and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

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‘My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I’m sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I’m sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see……..when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place,
with…. that eye.

With all my love to you,

Your mother.

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shared from Moral Stories

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– mei –

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Shine On award

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First I would like to thank

Mary Clever

at
http://desi99ner.wordpress.com/2013/01/13/shine-on-award/#comment-439

which nominate me for the Shine On award. *

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Thank you so  much Mary I am really honored.

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To share the joy … I would like to nominate;

LuAnn 

THROUGH THE HEALING LENS

Laughing Penguins

Stefania’s

Oil Pastels by Mary

Teacher as Transformer

FOREVER POETIC

angelswhisper2011

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CONGRATULATIONS!!!

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– mei –

the whisper of femininity

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close your eyes for a moment

take a deep breath

carefully hear it

the soul of your femininity is whispering

please realize that you are beautiful as a rose

feel  the fragrant and spread it

show the beautiful color with proud

but hide your thorns if not necessary

let the vision be the guidance

allow the mission to clear your path

as you step boldly for being a wonderful woman

you’ve been created for life’s sweetness and bitterness

and ready to jump over the obstacles

again…., take a deep breath

you are lovely as butterfly

feel  the beauty of the wings

keep up to always be strong

to fly if you were not appreciated nor respected

and inappropriate to be underestimated

you are so valuable

now….  open your eyes

it’s time to live it with confidence

but fly away….

if you’re self-esteem was trampled

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– mei –

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Value of woman (reblogged)

Pass on your lady friends to remind them how fantastic they are!!!
Pass it on to males you know…., sometimes they need to be reminded!!!

NEVER TAKE LOVE FOR GRANTED

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A very poor man lived with his wife.
One day, his wife, who had very long hair asked him to buy her a comb
for her hair to grow well and to be well-groomed.

The man felt very sorry and said no.
He explained that he did not even have enough money
to fix the strap of his watch he had just broken.
She did not insist on her request.

The man went to work and passed by a watch shop,
sold his damaged watch at a low price and went to buy a comb for his wife.

He came home in the evening with the comb in his hand ready to give to his wife.

He was surprised when he saw his wife with a very short hair cut.

She had sold her hair and was holding a new watch band.

Tears flowed simultaneously from their eyes,
not for the futility of their actions, but for the reciprocity of their love.

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To love is nothing, to be loved is something
but to love and to be loved by the one you love,
that is everything.
Never take love for granted..!!

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Shared from  Believe In Your Self & What Other Thinks Won’t Matter

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– mei –

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if yes is the answer

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Let me be the verses of love

to be with you in solitude

and fill the lonely nights

with dreams

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Let me be the verses of life

to wet the barren of your hope

and strengthen the fragile soul

with confidence  

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let me be the verses of song

to entertain the sadness

and lifted your passion

through the tones

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take me

if yes is the answer

in your memory

in your heart

in your days

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– mei –

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the song of bamboo leaves

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I slowed my step

watching the lodge carefully

the bamboo leaves was increasingly shade and skewed

but the lodge was still the same

as the last time I came

nothing has changed

when I opened the door

as if I saw my grandmother

sitting in her rocking chair

staring out the window…. humming

then I see myself come, clinging and question her

you are humming grandmother,…. what song?

oo ….  just follow the song of bamboo leaves my dear

a dragonfly passed by in front of my face

disperse my musings

I enter the lodge and sit on grandma’s rocking chair

try to understand the thing that she did

in silence …. I began to hear

a lovely song

I let it flow within this soul

to blend with the memories of my childhood

the song of bamboo leaves

filled my longing of grandma’s warm hug

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– mei –

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if there were visiting hours in heaven

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they had gone to heaven

because in there they were freed

of burden and responsibility

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they had gone to heaven

because there was no suffering

only love and eternal peace

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they had gone to heaven

because there was no suffering

and they will found happiness

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I asked; “why didn’t you invite me?”

they replied: “your time has not yet come”

then I asked again; ” could I visit you if I miss?”

and an angel interrupt the conversation said;

“there is no visiting hours in heaven!”

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– mei –

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the missing smile

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it has lasted long enough

moaning and sighing resignedly

like a melody …. but sounds poignant

the time almost stopped

“stay with me Ning” I said

but the death pressed his chest

unplug his suffering

and there’s a smile on his face

which been missing for nearly two years

“goodbye Ning”

might be the best … for you

and I turned away

took the pictured of your last smile

where the stories of our friendship stored

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Dedicated to my best friend ‘Ning’,
who fought against throat cancer for almost two years.
Sad of losing you but also relieved that you freed of pain.
You will always be in my heart my dear…. always.

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– mei –

the first nomination on the beginning of the year

I just received my first nomination on 2013 for the Gargie Award from

atirahjewel

at

http://atirahjewel.wordpress.com/2013/01/02/gargie-award/

This is really a surprise for a new beginning of the year.

Thank you so much Atirah, it’s really an honor.

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 And the rules which need to followed:

1.  Display the award badge on your site.

2.  Publish a post to inform the world of your great achievement

3.  Nominate some fellow bloggers (who have been outstanding in their field
or perhaps who you admire)

4.  Indicate to your nominees that they have received the award… provided
you have completed step three.

Here are my nominations with no particular order

LuAnn
http://paintyourlandscape.wordpress.com

HAPPY NEW YEAR

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if we look back on our life,
we see pain,
mistakes,
and
disappointments.

but wait a minute

just see in the mirror,
there is strength,
learned lessons,
and
pride in our self

keep looking ahead
and believe
that tomorrow is a promise

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Dear past,
thank you for your lessons.
Dear future.
I am ready.
Dear God.
thank you for another year.

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before I say “Amen”

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I once drank the wine of  bitter life
which slammed this soul into the aisle of emptyness
all seems so unfair
the road ahead seems endless
and sometime the dream so far away
but when I almost surrender
I stop and remember
the endless love that freely given
so that I could survive until this moment
and never forget the harsh lessons in my life
it make me stronger
before I say ‘Amen
I’ll also pray for the people
who is reading this
shall have the comfort, peace and love
I may not know their troubles
but God…., You do
give them the strength as given to me
keep them safe from worldly temptations of this winding life
and arrived safe in Your kingdom of love
Thank you God
Amen!

 

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CONGRATULATIONS!!

As you know some time ago I was nominated for the Very Inspiring Blogger Award.
And again I was nominated by
Céad Míle Fáilte
<http://pjb1943.wordpress.com/2012/12/20/1318/>
and I am really honored.
Thank you very much Paul …, you have a delicate words that inspired me.

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 Here I want to share with some friends which inspired me, and they are:

http://ladybluerose.wordpress.com/

http://bluegirlphotography.wordpress.com/

http://whoisbert.wordpress.com/

http://2muchdrama.wordpress.com/

http://sagedoyle.wordpress.com/

http://chris13jkt.wordpress.com/

http://randomaveragegirl.wordpress.com/

http://litandscribbles.wordpress.com/

http://oilpastelsbymary.com/

http://sharingmemyselfandi.wordpress.com/

http://arjunbagga.wordpress.com/

http://datadiary2012.wordpress.com/

http://remediesforhealth.wordpress.com/

http://memoirsofadragon.wordpress.com/

http://thesilentfingers.wordpress.com/

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The Rules are:

1. Display the award logo on your blog.
2. Link back to the person who nominated you.
3. State 7 things about yourself.
4. Nominate 15 other bloggers for this award and link to them.
5. Notify those bloggers of the nomination and the award’s requirements.

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And  seven things about my self as I wrote before are:

1. My main hobby is sewing
2. I love boots and don’t have woman shoes.
3. I painted my bedroom wall
4. My favorite singers are Katy Melua and Eva Cassidy
5. I sing and playing organ
6. Really love black
7. Biking almost every morning

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CONGRATULATIONS!!

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Loss

What does love look like?

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What does love look like?

It has the hands to help others.

It has the feet to hasten to the poor and needy.

It has eyes to see misery and want.

It has the ears to hear the sighs and sorrows of men.

That is what love looks like.

 – Saint Augustine –

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to my friends

for you is a dream

big enough to capture your heart

bright enough to illuminate your mind

deep enough to satisfy your spirit

May you find the strength to pursue it

and be enriched by it across the years

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Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

my dear friends

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with love
mei

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the sea of life

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a big wave could come

push even dropped me

but

sometimes only a minor blow

between my legs

and  I say to my self;

“This is the beauty of sailing on the sea of life”

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It doesn’t matter
how big your trial is,
what’s really matter is
the presence of sincerity

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in God’s eyes

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to me the moon smiles
I’m wondering
does it also smile at you?

to me the star glanced coquettishly
I’m wondering
does it also glance at you?

we were in different places
and separated by distance
are we different?

I guess “not”
though you were in West and I am in the East
though you were white and I am black
we were have the same blood
and it’s red

even if you’re smart and I’m stupid
we will always have the same rights
in the eyes of God
we were equal

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His answers

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I asked God to omit my problems.
His answer:
No…, your problems not for eliminated but need to be defeated.

I asked God to heal my disability
His answer:
No…, your body is just temporarily but keep your soul to be perfect

I asked God to give me patience
His answer:
No…, patience is the result of trouble not for given but to be learned


I asked God to bless me
His answer:
No…, I had give you thankfulness so your life will never be in lacked.

I ask God to keep me away from suffering
His answer:
No…, suffer will keep you away from worldly attention but bring you closer to me.

I asked God to grown my faith
His answer:
No…, your faith has to grow itself but I will prune to quickly bear the fruit

I ask God to give me everything so I could enjoy life
His answer:
I gave you life to enjoy everything.

I ask God to help me love others as He loves me.
Then He said:
“Hmm….. finally you understood”

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ended without known

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they say life is a stage

that played the story about life

God is the director

and

I am the actor

but

the script had yet received

so I do not know what my role is

they say;

the story has been compiled

and …. I need no script

just act till the drama ended

how is the end of the story?

they say … they did not know

then I play the role

as the will of the Supreme Director

rolling willingly like stone

flowing sincere like river

follow the stories that been compiled

ended without known

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“Blog of the Year 2012″ Award

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This is the last nomination in reaching the sixth star of “Blog of the Year 2012″  Award…,
given by OUR LIFE IN 3D http://ourlifein3d.com/2012/12/11/this-is-so-crazy/.
Find him at at http://ourlifein3d.com/
check out his  full of love blog.
I humbly thank you Andy.

I won’t got the sixth star without being nominated by:

Wendell A. Brown

once4always

and life smiles

Zunaira Afzal

Mary clever!

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My friends, with all of my heart please accept my gratitude for your kindness of
led me in getting the sixth stars of the Blog of the Year 2012 ‘Award.

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Here is the rules for the nominee which need to follow:

1.  Select the blog(s) you think deserve the ‘Blog of the Year 2012’ Award

2.  Write a blog post and tell us about the blog(s) you have chosen
there’s no minimum or maximum number of blogs required
and ‘present’ them with their award.

3.  Please include a link back to this page ‘Blog of the Year 2012’ Award
http://thethoughtpalette.co.uk/our-awards/blog-of-the-year-2012-award/
and include these ‘rules’ in your post (please don’t alter the rules or the badges!)

4.  Let the blog(s) you have chosen know that you have given them this award
and share the ‘rules’ with them

5.  You can now also join our Facebook group
click ‘like’ on this page ‘Blog of the Year 2012’ Award Facebook group and then
you can share your blog with an even wider audience

6.  As a winner of the award
– please add a link back to the blog that presented you with the award
– and then proudly display the award on your blog and sidebar … and start collecting stars…

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There are a total of 6 stars to collect.

Which means that you can check out your favorite blogs
and even if they have already been given the award by someone else
you can still bestow it on them again and help them to reach the maximum 6 stars!

 For more information check FAQ on The Thought Palette

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And here are my nominees, in no particular order:

grishmanphotography

once4always

johncoyote

Sigoese

Wendell A. Brown

Light touch

Our Life In 3D

Blue Girl Photography

and life smiles

Ese’s Voice

Bunnyshanny

Mary Clever

Teacher as Trasformer

The Blazing Trail

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CONGRATULATIONS!

With love,
mei

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In beauty is begun in beauty is ended.

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This quote is one of my favorite collection.

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Beauty is before me and behind me above me and below me

Hovers the beauty I am surrounded by it,

I am immersed in it, … in my youth

I am aware of it, and in old age I shall walk quietly the beautiful trail.

In beauty is begun in beauty is ended.

-Native American quote –

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the fallen snow

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I saw snow
slowly falling
white …., beautiful
then
I touched
hard, ,,,.flat
it did not cold
just room temperature
a bit disappointed
but grateful to WordPress
for the snow that fell in Indonesia
though only in my laptop

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I got five stars

I am very grateful to

Wendell A. Brown

 once4always

Mary clever!

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Who has chosen me to get 5 stars Blog of the Year 2012’ Award
Thank you so much my friends.

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Here is the rules for the nominee which need to follow:

1.  Select the blog(s) you think deserve the ‘Blog of the Year 2012’ Award

2.  Write a blog post and tell us about the blog(s) you have chosen
there’s no minimum or maximum number of blogs required
and ‘present’ them with their award.

3.  Please include a link back to this page ‘Blog of the Year 2012’ Award
http://thethoughtpalette.co.uk/our-awards/blog-of-the-year-2012-award/
and include these ‘rules’ in your post (please don’t alter the rules or the badges!)

4.  Let the blog(s) you have chosen know that you have given them this award
and share the ‘rules’ with them

5.  You can now also join our Facebook group
click ‘like’ on this page ‘Blog of the Year 2012’ Award Facebook group and then
you can share your blog with an even wider audience

6.  As a winner of the award
– please add a link back to the blog that presented you with the award
– and then proudly display the award on your blog and sidebar … and start collecting stars…

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Unlike other awards which you can only add to your blog once – this award is different!

When you begin you will receive the ‘1 star’ award
and every time you are given the award by another blog – you can add another star!

There are a total of 6 stars to collect.

Which means that you can check out your favorite blogs
and even if they have already been given the award by someone else
you can still bestow it on them again and help them to reach the maximum 6 stars!

 For more information check FAQ on The Thought Palette

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And the bloggers I am nominating are:

http://thenaughtypoet.wordpress.com/

http://theblazingtrail.wordpress.com/

http://once4always.wordpress.com/

http://seyisandradavid.org

http://sharingmemyselfandi.wordpress.com

http://antodesimone.wordpress.com/

http://nadyafauzia.wordpress.com/

http://andlifesmile.wordpress.com/

http://esengasvoice.wordpress.com/

http://boomiebol.wordpress.com

http://subhanzein.wordpress.com

http://divinerhythm.wordpress.com/

http://desi99ner.wordpress.com/

http://zunairaafzal.wordpress.com

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Blessed to weird people

in my shortcomings

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gave birth to you was beauty

raising you was my liability

leading you is my duty

loving you is a loveliest pleasure

your hopes are my prayer

your struggle is my pain

your tears is my anguish

your wound is my suffering

in your dark I will be the eyes

in the drought I will become the rain

in the storm I will become the shelter

in your battle I will be the shield

for you …. I willingly sacrifice

for you …. my love is unconditional

because of you….. my breath has meaning

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Dedicated to  my beloved sons Romeza, Rolanzi and Ronizar
with all the shortcomings I will always try to give my best …
though I knew perfection only belongs to Allah SwT.

With  all my love,
mommy

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when….

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When you help someone who is lost and confused;

When you hold someone who is sad and grieving;

When you hug someone who is unhappy and hopeless;

You too will feel healed and whole.

   – Dr Jeff Mulan –
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