on the moon I paint this smile

to the night I leave my loneliness

through the wind I send this longing

in dreams I let this love permeated





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goodnight little baby….,  goodnight

turn off the light…., sleep tight

feel free to coloring your dream

before your gentle smile touched by problems

before the tempest inflict you tears

before vinegar drips into the clarity of your soul

sleep little angel…., sleep quietly in my cradle

my prayers will be  the shade of your soul

my support will be the pole of your self-confidence

my lap will be the place of your spilling tears

sleep my love….,  sleep quietly

I will always be here

 heaven chose me to be your mother


– mei –



yesterday ‘not for’ tomorrow



the music been played, the song sung  
why you just silent
wandering away in your mind
which flew in the quasi beauty


everybody dancing, they are laughing
but you …, o dear you just remain silent
infiltrated deep into the past
buried in the mud of misery


oh dear friend
where the hope that hold
where the dream to achieved
where the hell is your world
why hiding from reality
or maybe this is the destiny that enjoyed
if my friend…., if I could take you
watch the sun crawls from the horizon
watch the red dusk reaching the night
strode across yesterday to meet tomorrow


– mei –




broke before dawn


you said you loved me

and will keep me happy forever

before the end of the dream

you have promised

that tomorrow night

an engagement ring will be on my finger

the morning sun blushing my cheek

wake me up for work

I could not pay attention on anything

unbearable of waiting for the night to come  

but night after night has passed

wandering and searching for you with hope

at the end

just me and my expectations

I keep convincing my self
every night 

to dream and dream again


all dreams broke before dawn

before the ring attached on my finger


– mei –




the awakening


In the early dawn of happiness
you gave me three kisses
so that I would wake up
to this moment of love

I tried to remember in my heart
what I’d dreamt about
during the night
before I became aware
of this moving
of life

I found my dreams
but the moon took me away
It lifted me up to the firmament
and suspended me there
I saw how my heart had fallen
on your path
singing a song

Between my love and my heart
things were happening which
slowly, … slowly
made me recall everything

You amuse me with your touch
although I can’t see your hands.
You have kissed me with tenderness
although I haven’t seen your lips
You are hidden from me.

But it is you who keeps me alive

Perhaps the time will come
when you will tire of kisses
I shall be happy
even for insults from you
I only ask that you
keep some attention on me.

– Mawlana Jalaluddin Rumi –


– mei –

the remaining soul

his shadow slowly disappears

take along half of my soul

dragging the hope to disappointment

splitting the dreams of being wound

God…….I’m not asking you

to bring him back

nor to heal this wound

but with this remaining soul

please strengthen me


– mei –

self promised

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for a better tomorrow

when the sun rises
the flowers and leaves humming
butterflies smiling
crochet the spirit of today
if the sun is sad
the sky became overcast
creating restless and agitated
seizing the spirit of today
if the sun cry
the water falling on the earth’s lap
moistens the day’s hope
postpone the trip of today
now the sun sets
releasing today’s fatigue
the haze started spread among of night
carves a dream for a better tomorrow


– mei –

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a dream be in dreams


the sound of music makes my soul vibrates
bring memory to my home town

I try to avoid it and run away
but wherever I go it’s still annoying
and seducing me to go home

I don’t want to hear it
I don’t want to go home
since my dream is still out of reach

it now embedded in my ear
where ever I go I could hear consistently
is this a reminding?

I closed my eyes and let
my mind flirts with the feeling
threw away the boundaries of the night
looking for a decision

now I’m humming along with the music
I’d been chasing my dream for too long
the music gave me a sign to go home
I want to go home to the land I came from
I have to go home to the people I loved
and let my dream be in dreams


– mei –




the dream of children of war

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dream in vain


the love melody haunts me

intoned the poem of you

the reflection of you draw me into reverie

lead me across the desert of love

threw me into the ocean of romance

though you are far away

the love music would not die

while the lyrics remained in my heart

to go with the futile dream


– mei –




trip to a dream


don’t let the moon dims

since it light can bright my way me in the dark

don’t let the stars cry

since it’s tears could fade my passion

don’t let the sun smile

since it’s light could scorch my hope

but let the wind blow

then it could fly me to my dreams


– mei –


prisoner of a dream

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to keep in dream

I liked your eyes
honest and full of love

I liked your voice
heavy and dignified

I liked your smile
sweet and sincere

I liked when you are walking
manly and full of confidence

then I realized I liked you
but you don’t know me
nor even my existence
I am just no one
for if by chance we’ve met
I bet you will never ever liked me
but I don’t care

I only care my likes of you
and keep it stay in my dream


– mei –

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falling snow

looking far down the road
waiting for him to come
through the window I see
the coming snow
falling up on the pine leaves
it falls everywhere
as my eyes can see
I ran out and touch it
enjoying the sense of its cold
for the first time


the cold began penetrating
but he has not come yet
I wondering
would he be the same as I knew
would he be nice as online
and another more… “would he”
I sudden see a figure
walking towards me
my heart begins to beat
it might be him
I shyly smile
he staring at me and smile
open his arms and say
“come I’ll keep you warm”



last wishper

He emerged behind the dewy bush
like a newborn baby
shouting and dancing
but he was so pale
shivering while dancing

throwing himself on
the wet grass

began to cry then asking
what’s the difference between
dreams and reality

please tell me
I’ve been looking for the answer
around the rooms in my body

but nothing found
this is the reality of a painful
while I want to be cured
just like a dream which is also abused me

soon after he sat
lifted both hands and began to pray
“Oh god, if that is what you want
then I must accept”. Amen “.
while take a deep breath he whispered
“Thanks God for released me from reality and guiding me to a wonderful dreams”.

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Dream goes on


of life
nothing changed
to see you again
no good bye
no love end
to be with you
deep inside
why this dream
keep goes on and on