on the moon I paint this smile
to the night I leave my loneliness
through the wind I send this longing
in dreams I let this love permeated
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mei
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through a star
in the night mist before dawn
while gazing at the stars
here… inside me
your presence felt strongly
gaze at the same star
I think love will never come back
apparently it never goes
just like the scent of wine that’s left
a taste of love will linger after
at this moment…
it’s the only dream
yet our new tomorrow will come
when there is no distance
no different time and space
and no more goodbye
to the moments that timeless
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mei
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the touch of a broken love
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if love is beautiful
as the words that written
why the beauty was so vulnerable
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if love is painful
as tenderness as sliced by a knife
why the wound was not bleed
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your feelings are so tender
but hinted of disappointment
your words are so sweet
but painted by anguish
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please explain … oh poet
whether the words just the expression of feelings
whether the tenderness was the cry of soul
or just an emotional moment when touched by a broken love
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oh poet
if the poems were the picture of your heart
how miserable your life is
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– mei –
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at the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet
(Plato)
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nothing is perfect (unexpected)
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dear Son,
days go by, years changed
I can imagine
how you have become a handsome young man
energetically in do your dream
you know, in life… nothing is perfect
and regret always comes at the end
I do not expect what I have done
to you and your mother would be forgiven
and I am sure that if one day I come or meet you
you will kicked me away
but deep in my heart…. I know
you still remember me
so the want to see you
continued bubbling in this old chest
my son
I currently watching a photo of us
the day I taught you to fishing
oh dear…. wish I could turn back to that time
but the rice has become porridge
at least I’ve taught you how to fishing
please remember son
if there is a chance to see you
I would fight to grab it
– few days later –
dear sir,
I still have not been able to catch a fish,
please teach me again.
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– mei –
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room for love
Love has no culture, boundaries, race and religion
It is pure and beautiful
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When God puts love and compassion in your heart.
He’s offering you an opportunity to make a difference in a person’s life
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In the space of love we find many faces,
it gives us reason to smile
and sometime it’s also gives us reason to cry.
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The most valuable in love are to love without return
and to love without selfish motives
with a sole purpose …. give and be given.
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Love is equal in all matters.
to be loved is something but to love others is precious.
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No matter how strong we are inside,
there is always a part of us that longs for love, care and affection
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– mei –
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“To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.”
– Karen Sunde –
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a delivery for you
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YOU …. yes YOU
the one who are reading this
through posts we know each other
through comments we talking to one another
then a friendship rope connected
sharing and supporting
for the sole purpose “cares”
and here I am with a pocket full of love
to delivered to you
please open the door of your heart
and deign to accept
if you say yes
then I will feel better
but if you say never
it will break my heart forever
Happy Valentine’s day
with love,
– mei –
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if yes is the answer
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Let me be the verses of love
to be with you in solitude
and fill the lonely nights
with dreams
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Let me be the verses of life
to wet the barren of your hope
and strengthen the fragile soul
with confidence
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let me be the verses of song
to entertain the sadness
and lifted your passion
through the tones
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take me
if yes is the answer
in your memory
in your heart
in your days
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– mei –
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if there were visiting hours in heaven
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they had gone to heaven
because in there they were freed
of burden and responsibility
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they had gone to heaven
because there was no suffering
only love and eternal peace
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they had gone to heaven
because there was no suffering
and they will found happiness
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I asked; “why didn’t you invite me?”
they replied: “your time has not yet come”
then I asked again; ” could I visit you if I miss?”
and an angel interrupt the conversation said;
“there is no visiting hours in heaven!”
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– mei –
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What does love look like?
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What does love look like?
It has the hands to help others.
It has the feet to hasten to the poor and needy.
It has eyes to see misery and want.
It has the ears to hear the sighs and sorrows of men.
That is what love looks like.
– Saint Augustine –
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– mei –
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requests
o love….
don’t let this heart seeking
dropped your petals on this heart
let the fragrance spreads out
to fill this empty soul with passion
come love…, please come
I’m tired of making out with blue
dwell in the solitude of a slowly decaying
let togetherness filled this vulnerable inner
with caring and compassion
o love…., live in me
reached out your strong sense
guide me through the darkness
let me stepped surely on the bridge of life
and fill your greatness in my days
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– mei –
living for love
last night
I lay on the grass
and I remembered you
and thinking how the world was old
I am here and you were there
separated by distance
but
we all were living for love
as I was part of you, and you were all of me
all those beautiful words and memories
as the day’s page….. will passed
but it will stay in my remembrance
Happy Thanksgiving
my friends
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– mei –
biases of love
You created the bridge of love over the river of life
and letting me wade alone….,
without guidance
then
You let the love’s bias slaps the vulnerable faith
to remind me before being immersed
in perverse
O Allah… O Rabbi
let Your love’s biases hitting me
again…and again
so as not be further
dissolved in contemptible
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– mei –
a cup of love
no …., not sweet promises that I expect
but just one word
“sharing”
no …., not persuasion that I expect
but just one word
“understand”
no …., not the intimacy that I expect
but just one word
“sincerity”
no …., not gold or diamonds that I ask
but just
a cup of your love
then ….
I would run into your arms
and announced the world that
I’m in love…
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– mei –
her smile
her name is Layla
a woman who’s broke by love
her tears falling quietly
but she smiles
her name is Layla
a woman who trapped in the bitter of love
her heart shattered into pieces
but still she smiles
though passion has died
her soul still hovered in hope
thoughts was dragged into reverie
and living like a broken mirror
her name is Layla
a woman who wondering
whether there any love left
smiles unhesitatingly
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– mei –
the puzzle of life
if have to be happy
why there is sorrow
if have to be love
why there is hatred
if have to die
why there is life
if there is peace
why there is war
it is confusing
not dare to think
moreover to choose
which one is right
and
which one is wrong
which one is good
and
which one is bad
it might be
the puzzle of life
but …, how to solved it
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– mei –
self promised
Mother Teresa
Spread love everywhere you go
first of all in your own house.
Give love to your children, to your wife or husband, to a next door neighbor .
Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier.
Be the living expression of God‘s kindness;
kindness in your face
kindness in your eyes
kindness in your smile
kindness in your warm greeting.
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– mei –
an invitation from a grain of sand
though small as grain of sand
I am part of this world
perhaps my presence means nothing
for I have been created
and I am here among you
though small as grain of sand
I am part of this world
I could have hurt your eyes
but I have been created
and I am here among you
though small as grain of sand
I am part of this world
perhaps no one cares to my existence
but I want to do something worth
for you and all of His creation
though small as grain of sand
I am part of this world
please give me a chance
to invite you to share the goodness
and do a meaningful thing to this world
no matter what color you are
no matter what faith you believed
no matter how great you are
with love we were created
and
to love and beloved we were here
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– mei –
love is much more than a feeling
“It is easy to say, ‘I love you.’
But to actually love is more challenging.
When times get hard, or people behave in hurtful and disappointing ways or
they make negative choices and hurt themselves that is when our love is put to the test.
Love is much more than a feeling.
Love is action.
To love is to treat others with respect, forgiveness, patience, support, and kindness.
These are some of the actions that give real meaning to, ‘I love you.’
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by
Regina – Romancing Soul
– mei –
my mail to a haven’t met brother
somewhere far away
at a place that I couldn’t see
a land which I might never be there
there is a friend
a very good friend
which I have not met
which I have not seen
but has a beautiful heart
who I think had been sent by God
to raised the spirit on my empty days
to care earnestly and sincerely love me
thank you so much for being a wonderful friend
thanks you so much for loving me, brother
I will love you as much as you loved me
I will pray for your freely loving care
blessed your beautiful heart
blessed be for always
blessed you
I who have nothing
people say I have nothing
but
I still have care to share
people say I have nothing
but
I still have love to give
maybe…., this time
if we could see each other again
wishing words would come to tell you
though I’ve only known a few
I need you
If we could see each other again
wishing words would come to tell you
though I’ve only known a few
I love you
we know from the start
we belong to each other
but we were made mistake along the way
we lost what we both had found
and we were too blind to see
If we could see each other again
I wish maybe this time
we won’t be like strangers
we won’t be apart
we won’t say good-bye
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– mei
last words.
I could only cry
feeling of useless was struggling in my chest
couldn’t bear to see him wrestled with death
moaned and groaned resignedly
I could only wish
If God allow me to replace him
but the desire was stream away with tears
such as footprint erased by waves
I hugged him and whispered
“please stay with me”
he weakly open his palms
written there “I will always love you”
bitterness slicing inside my bones
half of my soul gone along with him
after he carved his last words in my life
then he sailed to the forest of immortal
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and…..I
and…. I could do that too
as same as you did to me
perhaps we could have the same wound
but not the same suffering
perhaps we could miss each other
but not the same loss
I know you could forget me
but I couldn’t forget you
to you I’m just a history
but to me you will always be in my memory
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the victim
I’m not a toy
I’m not goods
to fight for
you said I am the fruit of love
you said I am the rope of love
is that true?
now where is the fruit and the rope?
is it vanished along with love?
then what am I
your ego and arrogance
had buried your love
ignored my existences
and let me buried in misery
If I could choose
I’d rather not to be born
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– mei –
memory
though your traces
fade away
no residual
no record
the memories of you
stored neatly
in my mind
and my heart
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– mei –
let me
a seed of hope
the empty stare tells
that the half of soul has been broken
as twig which dries by the sense of longing
which falls on the land that barren by disappointment
the passion flies along the wind of remorse
leave the broken petals of love flower
which strewn on the mat of waiting
that has been shabby by the lament of suffering
now just a seed of hope that remains
hiding under the leaves that rotten by sorrow
let tears of sorrow to watered
until the flower of love bloom again
poem of a waiting in vain
The orange twilight starting to fade
crawling in weak and weary
It slowly disappears from sight
mixing with dark turned to black
The atmosphere of lonely visiting
accompanied by dog’s howling to knitting the night
arousing the reverie broke the feelings
restless and confusion immediate erupt
Bamboo leaves are sighing
sliced by the blade of hope
expressing the longing that can’t restrained
engraved the pain of the splitting soul
Just to release a remorse
of a hope that haven’t come true
the song of love ripping the heart
because of the uncertainty waiting
The moon is crying the stars lamenting
singing the sonnets of lonely
wind sighing twigs crackling
creating poem for a waiting vain
my guardian angel
Y O U
to Thee
I am weak and helpless
like a grain of sand carried by wind
I am nothing and stupid
drifting in the world’s hypocrisy
dirty, wrapped in sins
to Thee
I have to kneel
to Thee
I could only plead
For not to leave me
walking without Thy guidance
wandering without Thy love
bestowed me Thy blessings
for me to love and to be loved
to forgive and to be forgiven
a strong love to Thee
flowing with my breath
in my blood
to Thee
Thou are the truth
Thou are the glorious
Thou are the power
Thou is perfect
let me feel Thy grace
have mercy on me and forgive my sins
my God
my only Lord
my worship shall only
to Thee
feelings in love
loving
imagining
dreaming
yearning
hoping
hurting
missing
wishing
wondering
regretting
crying for a love feeling
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“Me” and the lizards
Tonight I’m so lonely
no him, no touch
thinking of him
the one I long for
he is my hope
alone, siting with these feelings
that put me in misery
On the wall
two lizards are playing love
releasing their needs
don’t have to be in longing
don’t have to be hope
don’t have to be in misery
they just do it
as the rule of nature
Tonight I’m still here
sitting alone, remain alone
The lizards are still together
both are satisfied
both are happy
and I’m jealous
Tonight I promised
I don’t want to be a lizard
because……,
lizard doesn’t have
the sense that I had
it’s the sense of love
as the rule of nature
little boy
the little boy
siting on the mall’s stairs
watching people come and out
carrying shopping bags
some are laughing
some are rushing
then
he saw a man
who’s siting near by
giving ice cream to his son
reminding him to his late father
mind drawn about him
he will buy me ice cream
he will also by beside me
to celebrate the evening
He is wiping his tears
remained seating
pressing his stomach
so hungry
Hopes of kindness
to give him food
but no one cares
then
the man near by
Asking about his parentage
His just shaking head
he then
taking his hand
ask him to celebrate
the night with his family
nothing to say
just teary eyes
reaching the man’s hand
Tears changed to a smile
smiling for
the most beautiful
new year gift
he ever had
Why must be her…?
at the time you came to me
seems something you wanna say
struggling to be expressed
but no words spoken
then you look around
don’t understand what is happening
and again…, try
still nothing appears
you crouched in despair
venting with eyes teary
when I look at your face, then I see your eyes
I knew there was so much you want to say
but still can’t
heart feel like slicing
the world seems falling
too hurt to believe
my dear little angel
you’re too innocent to understand
your deaf is my pain
your mute is my wound
and your misery will always be mine too
Missing you
whisper of yearning caressing,
as if you are here
the longing builds
like a storm on the horizon
tears falling
like rain with no doubt
tearing the heart that scratched
of losing you……,
as I watch you walk away,
I screamed and begged
“please…….. take me with you!”
but you keep walking away
the chains of lonely bind me again
waiting for you to release
and take me with you……,
though just a small part of my heart
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dying…….,
My eyes see
don’t ask what I saw
My ears hear
don’t ask what I heard
My lips kiss
don’t ask who had been kissed
My hand holds
don’t ask who was held
my eyes, ears, lips and hands ….., they are still at placed
and I….,
I am here … but could not feel it
perhaps I’m on way to find eternity
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– mei –
