the impact of moonlight

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that night
when the night was silent
when it felt sweet as honey
the moon hung
crawled slowly like turtle
as watching from many angles

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that night
when the night was quiet
when it felt so peaceful
the moon hung
crawled slowly like moths
as creeping  into the mind

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sudden disappeared
hiding behind a cloud
the night seemed darker than usual
while the inner of self could be seen clearly
the blood poisoned by wine
the body overpowered by pleasure
and the soul tainted by sin

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that night
when the moon has been gone
when the night became darker
this abject self was creeping
searching for the antidote
to dissolving the world’s poison

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– mei –

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broke before dawn

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you said you loved me


and will keep me happy forever


before the end of the dream


you have promised


that tomorrow night


an engagement ring will be on my finger


the morning sun blushing my cheek


wake me up for work


I could not pay attention on anything


unbearable of waiting for the night to come  


but night after night has passed


wandering and searching for you with hope


at the end


just me and my expectations


I keep convincing my self
every night 


to dream and dream again


but


all dreams broke before dawn


before the ring attached on my finger

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– mei –

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returned to dust


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for a better tomorrow

when the sun rises
the flowers and leaves humming
butterflies smiling
crochet the spirit of today
 
if the sun is sad
the sky became overcast
creating restless and agitated
seizing the spirit of today
 
if the sun cry
the water falling on the earth’s lap
moistens the day’s hope
postpone the trip of today
 
now the sun sets
releasing today’s fatigue
the haze started spread among of night
carves a dream for a better tomorrow

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– mei –

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a question to the wet pines


when I was walking among the trees
I heard the leaves talking
about your arrival
I immediately ran to welcome you

but I do not care

when I passed over the bridge
I heard the river whispering
that you had come
and actually you were not coming for me

I was not believe it

then when I was running through the meadow
they were singing a love song
for you had found a new love
and it was not me

this heart crying and the soul had torn
mixed with the pouring rain of tears
’cause you were not coming for me

in hurt
I want you to forget anything about me
and remove my name from memory
then you don’t have to be bothered to come for me

in disappointment
I want you not to  send a message or an invitation
to disclosing any reasons

it’s clear that you were not coming for me

let me be alone
let me find the answer
let me ask to the wet pines
why didn’t you came for me

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– mei –


a request to the night

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before the last departure

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empty soul

the colors of night lights

decorate my thought

millions of twinkling stars

lighted the dark of this heart

but still waiting

till the moon shows up

so we can rejoice together

accompanied by the night rhythm

we’ll sing and dance together

to fill the half of empty soul

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falling snow

looking far down the road
waiting for him to come
through the window I see
the coming snow
falling up on the pine leaves
it falls everywhere
as my eyes can see
I ran out and touch it
enjoying the sense of its cold
for the first time
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the cold began penetrating
but he has not come yet
I wondering
would he be the same as I knew
would he be nice as online
and another more… “would he”
I sudden see a figure
walking towards me
my heart begins to beat
it might be him
I shyly smile
he staring at me and smile
open his arms and say
“come I’ll keep you warm”

tutup

tutup

color of the heart

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I think the moon can illuminate
the black of this heart
I think the song of night can entertain
the blue of this heart
but I was wrong

then I ask the sky
what should I do
it says
“perhaps the rainbow could  help you”

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– mei –