to my dear faraway friend

cry  my friend… please cry
release the tightness of the chain
let the tears of sadness
dried by wind to bring your pain away

cry  my friend… please cry
release the heavy of burden
let the tears rolling away along with pain
dried by wind to take your sadness away

send your longing through prayer and praise
to purify your languishes soul
yet keep the beauty of memories
dancing in the deep of the soul

wish I could shoo your pain
wish I could stop it engrave your chest
wish I could be there for you
but you are too far away to be reached
I could only pray
‘Dear God …,
please give strength and fortitude
to my dear faraway friend…
for I believed
the trials that given would not exceed her ability.’

*
mei

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the secret of life
too complicated to understand
too high to be touched
too deep to be withdrawn
however ended in death
- nafaz-
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not to hurt but heals

sir
I see your eyes globes empty and dead
lies beneath the shade of blue
whether love has made you miserable

oh… sir
I heard your bones creaked and your soul trembled
moan along the howling of the night bird
whether the love is only an empty whisper

sir, please…
don’t look up and ask why
since the sky is sneering at you
don’t look to the dark and ask why
since the night just silent like the black mirror

sir
don’t let love gnawing your soul
because you will never understand
bitter or sweet, it will be stamped in you forever

***

– mei –

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a trust

*

the knife that pierced so deep
may be not make screams

a basket of painful memories
may be not make tears falling

the poignant was…..
the trust given had been in vainly

***

– mei –

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–  My big thank to Kamelkaka for the image  –

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her smile

her name is Layla
a woman who’s broke by love
her tears falling quietly
but she smiles

her name is Layla
a woman who trapped in the bitter of love
her heart shattered into pieces
but still she smiles

though passion has died
her soul still hovered in hope
thoughts was dragged into reverie
and living like a broken mirror

her name is Layla
a woman who wondering
whether there any love left
smiles unhesitatingly

***

– mei –

just like a paper flowers

out of nowhere

it infiltrate and settled in my heart

somehow penetrated into my soul

mastering this heart and minds

then spreading the sense of love

created a happy feeling

like the blooming flower

greet the world with freshness

unfortunately

my love is just like a paper flowers

is not beautiful and fragrant as the original

will not withered by time or fall by the wind

but

fade away by tears

***

– mei –

the value of a friendship

on a sheet of paper you wrote a confession

on that paper you beg for my forgiveness

then I started to wept in the valley of frustration

mourn for the broken of a friendship

it’s vanished just because of the lust and ego

although my tears will not be able to pay for this disappointment

but it’s too precious to wept for the infidelity

I cried because this friendship does not meant anything to you

“Oh God, I’d rather lost my lover than my best friend!”

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little boy

the little boy
siting on the mall’s stairs
watching people come and out
carrying shopping bags
some are laughing
some are rushing
then
he saw a man
who’s siting near by
giving ice cream to his son
reminding him to his late father

mind drawn about him
he will buy me ice cream
he will also by beside me
to celebrate the evening
He is wiping his tears
remained seating
pressing his stomach
so hungry
Hopes of kindness
to give him food
but no one cares

then
the man near by
Asking about his parentage
His just shaking head
he then
taking his hand
ask him to celebrate
the night with his family
nothing to say
just teary eyes
reaching the man’s hand
Tears changed to a smile
smiling for
the most beautiful
new year gift
he ever had